…I don’t really have a lot of friends that are girls, I just have my boyfriend and I’m learning to be okay with that.
Relationships always eluded me. Even in my wildest dreams, the idea of being with someone and feeling unafraid, accepted, happy, etc. seemed absurd. Everyone always tells you, “it’ll happen when you’re ready for it.” That concept was so obscure and frustrating to me. I wanted guidelines, rules, a process. There is only this: Love yourself, love who you are, and eventually someone else will too.